Job Seeking

I am very surprised.
Why am I surprised?
Because I've sent 10 job applications. (not including part time jobs)
How does 10 job applications make me surprised?
Because 2 of 10 rejected me and 8 are MIA.

It surprises me to see that the industry is being picky.
And some say Australia needs new blood.

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Accounts of Being Idle by JW

Dear Diary,
Boredom seems to have taken over most of my life.
I no longer play the piano like I used to.
Nor being able to get in conversations or be sharp enough to crack jokes.
Most of my time is spent surfing for jobs, typing resumes and surfing Youtube.

I missed 3 sessions of Wushu classes, due to the University Games using the court.
I gained 2kg, now 70kg approx. Damn~
Did I missed out about feeling old too?
One morning, I tried 100 pushups and only managed 60 - and felt sick after that.

Sometimes, I lay in bed and wonder...
... why do I complain so much?
... why am I full of hypocrisy?
... why my words do not coincide with my actions?
... why do these 3 questions above sound like cheesy Taiwanese drama plots? (I haven't seen one in years!!)

... too much. shit.

Remember the dream I had about a BIG BLACK HOLE that was once my office block?
The things I'm doing now - feels like I nearing the edges of THAT hole.
And yet, I am still tailoring cover letters and perfecting my resume for the purpose of taking the plunge.

This is SHIT I tell ya! One day in the far future, when I am high up the corporate ladder, I read this entry and piss on it. Why? Because corporate people are EVIL! Fucking EVIL! And SOULLESS! How pitiful is it for me to retain a piece of my uncorrupted mind on this pathetic blog entry, whilst I continue wasting my prospects (now I sound like my resume) LIFE on things as meager and vulgar like this???

Phew~ back to job applications. I am such a hypocrite.